Passion

I have looked,
Under the boulder,
And I have looked,
Over the fence

There existed no passion,
While looking under the boulder,
Nor did passion exist,
When I looked over the fence

I keep questioning myself,
Whats wrong with me,
And I keep asking myself,
What I'm missing in me

I had no answers to it,
Nor justifications to show,
I was blank inside,
Like a balloon filled with air

I kept following you,
Hoping you would take me,
Where I was destined,
Just to feel betrayed

Everyday I woke up,
With a new dream,
Instilling some home,
Of a happy future

Every path I take crumbles,
When I reach halfway,
Leaving me clueless,
Whether to take a step,
In the path I was on,
To explore unknown lands,
Or take the known path back,
To where it began,
Where I'd be comfy again

I kept seeking for answers,
I kept asking myself,
Why I can't take the course,
And reach the destination,
Why I've to quit halfway,
And return to nothingness

Is it the lack of passion,
If it is then I wish I knew more,
Starting with the very definition,
To finding out what mine is,
For if I don't know my passion anymore,
My life's gonna come to a standstill

Focus

Everytime I start typing nowadays,
I get indulged in thoughts,
That cleanse me in dreams,
Leaving the poem stranded

Why can't I focus anymore,
That I finish what I have started,
Why can't I ever focus,
On finishing off what I've started

My mind wanders in thoughts,
Of the un-happenable stuff in life,
Where I'm anything but sad,
Living the life of some superstar

Thinking something I start off,
With a projected outcome in mind,
Built like one of those castle in air,
So paper thin yet elegant

There is no longer a focus,
That urges a step forward,
The spirit lacks the inspiration,
To strive to achieve the greats

I sit still and think of life,
But then end up day dreaming,
And then time passes on,
Like a jet fighter in the skies 

Fairy Tail : Theme Song

Utmost joy flowing within,
Waiting to erupt out bluntly,
Into this forsaken world,
Willing to infect the people around

The happiness knows no bounds,
Breaking thy free will of mind,
The fire within burning bright,
To devour the darkness of the world

All I've is a song that lightens my spirits,
A theme that soothes all the pain,
I see it all bright and clear,
A future that outshines the sun at its best

The sounds keep tingling in my ears,
Even though unheard to the outside world,
Raising the spirits higher than ever in a flash,
Cheering the soul even from utter sorrow

Instilling the tight bonds of friendship,
The value of your own irreplaceable life,
Never to give up hope and quit a fight,
Never to throw life away for someones happiness

Can you sacrificing your life ever bring happiness,
For the ones that you've left behind in pain,
Never even consider yourself as sacrificial,
If you really want someone to be happy, live on

This is what Fairy Tail taught me,
This is the spirit of the theme of Fairy Tail,
What comes to mind listening this theme,
Is everything that I've written above

P.S : Fairy Tail is an anime , n its theme song is just so amazing , and sends the chills down my spine. I can listen to it all day long for the best scenes keep flashing by my mind when I listen to it. This one is for Fairy Tail and all anime lovers, who understand what anime really is, and there are people out there who make fun of us saying , "You still watch cartoons? , Grow up!!", for there is no age barrier to keep us from watching anime.

And for those who are searching for the Fairy Tail Main Theme Song , here is a link where you can download it from. I thought maybe I should let you listen to it as well so that you too understand why I feel the way I feel.

http://beemp3.com/download.php?file=12884452&song=Fairy+Tail+Theme+Song

Shining Star

Now I've withered out bright,
Shining like a little star,
Which found long lost blaze,
Scattered out far withe the wind

This new found love,
That emits a breeze of joy,
Wrapped in a mystic halo,
Soothing thy soul within

This musical beats of power,
The feelings that rise within,
Bring out tears of joy,
Overflowing with your love

Memories lie inside,
Wrapped in warmth,
Inexpressible and sleek,
Bourne by the depths of heart

I find no words that connect,
The eternal bonds that stand tall,
Even after the worst of clashes,
Which seemed worse than doom

I see a better world now,
I see the sky bluer than ever,
I feel the wind breezier,
I feel like I'm crumbling inside

Don't wanna be confused anymore,
But I've not a clue as to what I seek,
Don't wanna be useless no more,
But know not how not to be so

But I see a ray of hope somewhere,
It seems to be reaching out to me,
Even when I'm falling this pit,
With a frail hope of survival

I can't fall down right now,
Not with so many friends' trust in me,
I can't let their hopes hang in air,
For them the star shall shine on

This shining star will never fade out,
Until the very end of life force,
Neither shall any other shining stars,
That carry hopes of their dear ones

Obstacles

Sometimes I'm lost,
Sometimes I'm scared,
Sometimes I fall,
Right on my face

I've always been waiting,
Just for that day,
When I can tell,
What I've to say

I've been afraid,
I've felt refrained,
But I've got to say,
What needs to be said

I got so close,
But got thrown away,
I tried crawling up,
Still fell down the hill

Should I back out,
Should I walk away,
It's easy to quit,
Than try again