Reality

Oct 18, 2018

              It has always been hard. To accept this reality. Where I'd be once again, left all alone. I'd try to be happy, doing things that don't really matter, but still trying to find little joys in insignificant things. Diverting mind was never my forte, but I'd still try. To numb out the pain. The pain that'll never go away.

    How long has it been? One month to two? But about half of that's been on my own. So now who am I? In this happily ever after, that never turned beyond first page.

  Is this how life always turns out. Is it how good, my life was supposed to be. Is that the best it'll ever be.

  Guess this is how life shall be....... Always and forever.....