Tear drops

Tears ?? what are they ??

its what comes out from our eyes , but y?? :)

what does it really signify??

pain? sorrow? loss? forgiveness? happiness?

i really dunno :)

i do cry a lot :) ,thats all i know :)

wen m sad or upset i cry :)

when m filled with emotion , even when its something that makes me really happie , i cry :)

at times even when i eat sumtyn spicy that burns me :\ tears come out from my eyes

an then even in class room , when the lectures are boring , n when i suppress my yawing , tears come out na but it usually comes cause of a reason :)

thinking of the past always brings it out :)

its the heart that really cries out nah :)

then y not blood?? y as tears ^^

i know m sensitive n weak ^^ thats just how i am :)

in a world where tears dont have any value , y shud i hide my tears :) , but i hide it so that none asks me y :)

and for some coincidence i luv water :)

i relate myslef with Jal :) iono .......i feel so :)

i love rain , i love standing alone in the rain :) feeling the droplets fall on my cheeks :)

getting fully drenched in it :) , walking on the road in the rain is just awesome :)

even if i cry then none will see it either :)

The true fact is that :) people know the right words but not the right feelings :)

so sad :)

is crying good or bad?? :)

i think its good :)

atleast that way the feelings inside will flow out :)

n i know thers so much of crap inside me :(

i wish i could be something for someone :(

atleast be a little useful :((

but am not :( , i feel like am being a curse for all :( , wherever i go i spread only gloom n pain :(

what lies in me goes out in the wrong ways affecting all the people who truly care :(

i feel so darn guilty that i really wish i dont exist no more :(

writing and typing dont mean anything :(

i am jsut as useless as i was meant to be :(

whether i look good or bad iono n ion kare anymore :(

i always wanted to be nice to everyone :(

i just wanted to see only happiness in all

n if ever anyone had any pain i wnated them to share it with me so that i could relive them of half their pains anh :(, i really dont like to see anyone suffer :( but when i try to help them :( i just end up giving them more and more pain :(

fer that , my perfekyt song :(

Tourniquet :(

I tried to kill the pain :( , but only brought more , so much more :((

i hate myself for that :(

all the people who care gets hurt cause m sensitive n sad all the time :(

n really sorry to all of them :(

i never meant to hurt anyone :(

its just the way i am :(

n i cant change it :(

i always wanted people to stay away from me , or rather hate me :( so that my deeds wont hurt them :(

my behaviour only hurts :( i know that :( yet m still being like that only :(

seriously people shouldnt get so close to me :( if you do :( m sorry :( , only pain awaits you :(

m warning you :( please stay away :( for your own good :( i aint saying this so that you come to me :( or get closer to me :(

please i mean it :( i dunt want you to regret being with me :(

you shouldnt really be wasting time on me :(

how well do you know me nah? :(

my pains will never die :( , when m alone , which is most of the time , all i think of is the past :(

someone also comes to my mind , but the fact that i hurt that sum1 also makes things worse :(

all people should have really stayed away from me :(

am not used to having good friends, n when i got some :( i never wanted to loose them :( unfo people change with time :(

when they realised m of no use to them they left me n went :(

n m scared of that :( always will be :( , whatever i do i think n do when m in my senses , i think many times , but when m taken in the wrong way i get upset :(

sorry :( each n every one of my friends mean a lot to me :)

you will never understand how i feel :)

i have always been far away :) so so far .......

never reachable ........

but i always could do anything for my freinds .....

i could forgive anyone for what they did with me

still it only brought me more n more reasons to cry :)

cause everything i have done seems to be a mistake :) big ones :) n m really sorry :)

i feel so so sad :( how could that someone really bear with me ?:O :((

am being so so dumb ,, n really hurting :(

my dreams were ??? iono :((

1 person to hug n cry when m upset :(

to go hand in hand wherever

to stick together even if the whole world is against us :)

iono how many of my freinds will b with me as time passes:((

most of them will get busy with their own lives n surely will forget me :)

who am i ? who was i anyway? :)

nobody .......

but m guess m lucky to have this special someone who i expect to be with me :) m let go if thats for er happiness :) , all i want is er happiness after awll :) no matter how much it may hurt me :) , atleast she wunt b sad :)

n the greatest luck is to have a few people :)

esp my bro n sis :)

for so long :)

n i believe they will always be :)

as for sis , she will have er restictions after marriage :) nvm :)

:>D<

they both have always been with me :)

:>D< ^__^

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tbc ....................