I Hate How It Feels

Been a while since I penned,
Have I lost what it felt,
Cause now I am stuttering,
To find the words

I hate how it feels right now,
To be short on words,
I hate how it feels right now,
To be making up something

Its been weeks since I penned,
The thoughts ran dry,
And I'm out of words,
To speak how it feels

I hate how it feels right now,
Being stuck in dilemma,
I hate how it feels right now,
Unable to take my decision

This time is the wrong time,
To take up the right decision,
Cause I know that,
 I'm in the wrong mood

I hate how it feels right now,
Cause I'm so bored right now,
I hate how it feels,
Cause it makes no sense