Non Existant

Its been so long,
Since I saw your face,
Its been so long,
Since I heard your voice

What have I missed,
Where am I lost,
I keep searching,
But I find you no where

Where have you gone,
Leaving me all alone,
Did you drift away,
Or was it me

I stand alone so low,
I see you right in front,
But you ain't there,
When I try to hold you

Where am I now,
Is this heaven or hell,
That I keep longing,
For a non existant you