Change in you

meanings change,

thoughts change,

surroundings change,

situations change

life changes,

do feelings as well??

what u said yesterday,

has become the past of today,

what u said u mean,

is now meaningless,

what u made me feel then,

u dont wanna no more

what did i do ,

for u to change like this,

did i make a mistake,

seein myself with u

not then ,

not now ,

but from then ,

till the end

i saw people ,

but they were just people,

but when i saw u,

i felt something different

i dint know it at first,

but soon realized,

i put myself in u,

for you to look after

i see my smiles in the mirror,

i see the memories,

i feel the joy,

i feel my heart

but not anymore,

where am i ,

where did it go,

i feel no more

was it a dream,

or a nightmare,

i cant let it go,

i cant feel u now

i still see you,

right in front of my eyes,

i still keep you,

right inside my heart

i keep begging,

don't let me go,

i keep crying,

please don't go

u keep taunting,

you let me go,

u keep shouting,

you need me not

life is so messed now,

dunno what to do,

living hurts me now,

when its without u