Why I Write

Why do I write,
Its hard to say,
What do I feel,
I've no words to say

I used to write,
The words that pop up,
Into little stanzas,
Which make no sense

I used to be filled,
With emotions so deep,
That tears fill,
My eyes till the brim

All I wanted was to apologize,
For some reason unknown,
All I wanted was to know,
The reason why you left me

I used to beg you,
All the time to spurt out,
What you had in mind,
To fix my mistake